ACRIMONY OF THE LAST HOUR

Remembering my youth -hood stage
Made me drown into an ocean of tear
Like a cockatoo captured in a cage
For sin and immorality were my dear.

Then, I'm as powerful as an elephant
That can never be beaten by mere animal
People are fearing me like an infant
For, I do let their normal life be abnormal.

My heart kept quenching for world of fun
My body kept dancing to the beat of joy
My soul craved to shine more than the sun
Not knowing that everything is a decoy.

The sinful path, was the path I chose
In luring girls for sex, I'm very expert 
They're a book, which I do open and close
Until I turned their forests to a desert.

Now that my head is growing grey hair
I'm turning to a useless being like an elf 
My appropriate life is becoming unfair
Which made me started hating myself.

I'm craving to travel to a place
Wherein no one could hear me cry 
Wherein my life will find its solace
So that on me, no one would pry.

I'm ready to die, anytime from this moment
To be freed from old age agony and pain
And put down my worn shameful garment
Maybe Lord's mercy'll flop on me as rain.

©Blossom pen
Abduljabbar bn Mukhtar
The striving poet.